what to do today? i should just keep it as one of those "sit around home and do nothing" days... those are nice after you've been busy more or less all week. although i suppose i get tired of them after a while, since that's basically all i do anyway. :) and my elbow was fine at work yesterday, although it hurts again now for some lame reason. anyway!

i'm going to go shower and prepare for my day of nothing. have a good day!

ugh.

wee, work. and i did something to my elbow earlier, so it like hurts to lift anything. i don't know what i'm going to do when i have to do all that lifting at work. lol. use my right arm i guess.

right, oh well! guess i should go get dressed now. have a good day, world! :)

bed.

sucks going to bed early. i still have some calculus homework that i haven't done yet, but i seriously don't think i'm going to bother. we're still doing the same damn thing that we've been doing in there for like 3 weeks now, and it's so easy. he never chex0rs it, and if he calls on me, i can usually just make it up on the spot. yes, it IS that easy. i love being a math geek.

anyway! school from 8-10:45, lunch out w/ mom probably, then work from 1:30 - 10 tomorrow. then NOTHING on friday. i'll have to find something. don't know what yet, but i'm sure i'll come up with something to do. i'll pester dave for a while if nothing else comes up. (prepare yo-self, biztch. (no, i don't know how to pronounce that, but it felt right at the time.))

!

i think i actually did fairly well on that test. because i knew what the 16pf was, and that the proprium is the same concept as "the self"

so yeah! sweet.

still not the best day though. i've just been in one of those "i don't want to do anything" moods.

fail much?

yeah i'm going to fail.

eeeeek.

ugh. it's too early to be awake, let alone go to work.

procrastinate much?

it's great when i have a big exam tomorrow at 2pm, and i haven't even cracked a book yet. yeah it's psychology, and i got a 65 on the last one. although he curved that to a B, i still consider a 65 a pretty low grade. ANYWAY, the test is tomorrow at 2pm, and i have to go to bed at like 11 tonight, because i have to get up at 6am tomorrow morning and work until 12. no, i won't have a chance to study between getting home from work, and going to class, because my grandmother is leaving, and i have to see her off, and eat lunch... so yes, i should most definitely be studying right now. but i'm not. why? i don't know, why do you procrastinate? you know you do. everyone does. i personally am just still a bit lazy. that and i get my best studying done at the last minute. (that's called rationalization, it's a defense mechanism. i come up with a "rational" reason why i do something, so it should seem right.) (and that second part is intellectualization. i try to come up with an intellectual reason for doing something.. it's another of the defense mechanism's... like denial. i just don't deny that i'm lazy. i accept it. :)

so! i'm going to procrastinate more, until pretender goes off anyway. then i'm going to make an attempt to go study. wish me luck! :P night.

gr. so begins my week of getting up early again. start off tomorrow, i have to get up really early and go take a calculus test again... no, i'm not studying for it, it's calc. easiest subject in the world thanks? and wednesday, i have to get up earlier to go to work at 7am, and then thursday i get to get up early again to go to class at 8am. exciting life.

so yeah, since i have to get up ASS early tomorrow, i think i'm going to go ahead and start thinking about going to bed here in the next half hour or so, so i figured i'd say goodnight! to everyone. lol. or myself. someone post a comment so i know that people actually read this. :) nighters.

php anyone?

php is annoying.

i guess generally it's a good idea to go to bed before 4 am if you have to get up at any reasonable hour of the morning. i don't want to go to class today. *yawn* eee.