school

i hate school.

UnaFragger: *sob* i just want to go to sleep
UnaFragger: i can't!
UnaFragger: i have like 2 more single spaced pages on this paper to write
UnaFragger: and i don't knwow hat i'm going to write it about.
UnaFragger: :(
UnaFragger: i'm all writed out for tonight.
UnaFragger: aaaaand stupid stats project due tomorrow
UnaFragger: that chris and i are working on, but we're not going to turn in until wednesday
UnaFragger: and hope he doesn't take off.


this fucking paper was due on last thursday, but i haven't finished it yet. sucks ass. another project due tomorrow that we won't turn in til wednesday cuz we didn't get it finished, long computer program to write for tuesday, as well as a take home exam that i'm going to have to take on wednesday and a final on thuyrsday for finance. and then finals start. i have like one every day next week, but that'll be fucking cake. i just want to get this paper, that computer program, my THIRD assignment for infosys which is due on the 11th, and my stats project done. damnit i can't wait until this semester is over. i miss my old life. although i had a fantastic day. until lall this work flew at me and hit me in the face. :(

OH well.

i hate school.

eeeep

life is good, i have had no complaints, other than the massiveass amounts of school work in the last few weeks, hence my lack of postings, i suppose. i'll try to update later, but to give you all an idea of what kind of shit i have to put up with at school, have a look at this paper i just finished writing. i don't really even know what it's abut, so i doubt i got a very good grade on it, but anyway

http://home.attbi.com/~unafragger/embedded.doc

GOSH DARNIT

have i mentioned i hate school?

chillin

sitting here at school, wondering why in the world i didn't print off the stupid thing about processors that i have to do for my infosys class. i'm trying to get this project started at least, i have SO much research to do by monday, and i know friends are going to want to go out a lot this weekend, which leaves me basically today, thursday night, and maybe a little bit of sunday to research the architecture of 3 different kinds of processors (which kinds, i have no idea, because i can't find the assignment printout), and write a 5 or 6 page single sspaced 12 point font paper on them. YAY. lol. as i fail.

it works it works it works it works. woohooo. lol. OWNED... i know it isn't exactly the way she'd want it to work, but hey, what the hell ever. lol. :D

names changed to protect the innocent.

UnaFragger: so why didn't you go out with her?
someguy: ummm she looked like she ran into a wall several times
someguy: and then fell off the ugly tree and hit every branch on the way down... then the tree fell on her head

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geez

i typed that entry like last week. it's 12:50 now though, and i have to get up at 8, so i'm going to go to bed. i'll try to post more later. i don't like the new version of sema very much either. :/

eee

hmm, let's see, where to begin... not really that much has been happening at school. i took a finance test the other day that i failed misurably. i got a 47 on it, and that sucked, more so since i got a 97 on the first one... a 50 point drop. ouch. luckilyk, the rest of the class did really poorly too, so she let us retake the test as a take home open book test. which was great. aaaannd, that stupid infosystems project, where i have to compare the different microprocessor architecture of 3 different kind of chips, is going to be hard as BALLS, but since she keeps delaying the due date, i think i can handle it. eventually. :D

work = same ole stuff

i FINALLY got my laptop fixed. i got bored the other day, so i took it apart. i saw how it came apart, so i was like HEY! i can fix this. lol. so yeah, i got online and searched for the part, last i heard it was like 800 dollars, so i was like HELL NO i'm not gonna spend that. i mean the laptops decent, win98.. it's a 450 i think, w/ 64 megs of ram, and a 6.4gb hd. so yeah! i found it online for a mere 315 dollars, and my mom agreed to pay half, so i ordered it, and it came in, and i installed it. i had a few screws left over afterwards, which usually isn't a plus, but it's up and running again... so i stopped by best buyand picked up an ethernet card for it, i figured HEY. we'll go ahead and get it working FULL THROTTLE. lol. so yeah, i'm sittin here in my bed now, updating my journal on my laptop. it's great.

anyway yeah, all those people that said "we don't know how to fix that kind of problem" can suck my dick. because i got it. jeremy > tech support

owned.

:D anyway, i've had enough for tonight. goodnight all!

updatage!

i really haven't updated my journal in quite a while now, i actually have quite a bit of stuff going on with school, my laptop, and that's about it really, but i have to go to work now, so hopefully i'll see this tonight and remember HEY! UPDATE!

lol, anyway!

lat0r, gat0r.

eesh.

had ass amounts of school work to do tonight, i got it all done, more or less. i still have a HUGE project due next weekend that i really need to work on, and a test tomorrow that i haven't studied at all for. so i dunno how that's gonna go, prolly fail. that's ok tho, i've done pretty well today.

sigh.

it's sunday. i have SO much homework to do, but my mind is just refusing to function properly. you ever try to write a paper, and you just totally can't come up with the right words? like you know what you want to say, but it just totally doesn't flow off your fingers like it should... yeah i'm like that today, i need to write 2 papers (one tuesday, one by next weekend), a java program that's due on tuesday, and i still need to have enough time to study for that test that i've got coming up on tuesday. i don't know what on earth i'm going to do, my brain is just not working. growl. maybe it's the music. lol.

nostalgia

hm, well let's see. lindsey and i took a walk today, down to the volleyball court down in wellesley, for those of you who don't know, she's this girl that i know from work that i've been sorta "dating" for the last couple of weeks. anyway, she lives really near where megan used to live, and we were walking down there, and we passed the tennis courts right there by the road or whatever, and i couldn't help but think back to when megan and i broke up. it was really nostalgic. i guess it sorta bothered me for a second, but it was fleeting. i guess it just got me thinking. but yeah anyway, we ended up more or less babysitting all day, it was really fun though. we chilled with the kids, they were anywhere from like 4-13 or something years old. it was one of the first times in like years that i felt cool just chillin with the kids. lol. it was neat. anyway that's basically my day. guess it was just something on my mind that i felt like i should get out.


i guess to megan, just because i haven't really said anything about anything, seeing as how we hardly talk, but yeah: i still think you're an awesome person, and i wouldn't change anything given the chance. i guess i just wanna say thank you for being such an awesome person. you were a great first girlfriend and it just really meant a lot getting to know how much fun being in a relationship can really be. so thank you. :)

(and no, this song isn't at all about my mood, i just absolutely love it. :P lol. )

lool.

As we all know, the Taliban considers it a sin for a man to see a naked woman who is not his wife. So, this Saturday at 2:00 p.m. Eastern time all North American women are asked to walk out of their house completely naked to help weed out any neighborhood terrorists.

Circling your block for one hour is recommended for this anti-terrorist effort. All men are to position themselves in lawn chairs in front of their house to prove they think it's okay to see other women nude and to show support for their fellow sisters. And since the Taliban also does not approve of alcohol, a cold six-pack at your side is further proof of your anti-Taliban sentiment.

The United States of America appreciates your efforts to root out terrorists and applauds your participation. God bless America!!


(funny email)

ee

i don't know what to write! i feel bad because i never update my journal anymore, but nothing's happening. i'm going to school, working, and that's about it. i mean it's pretty boring, really.

hello.

eesh.

i think i'm feeling better today. busch gardens did me good, i left my house, and i got my mind off everything else, i didn't get home until 3, and i didn't let myself think about any of it until i got home. we rode apollo's chariot 8 times. new record for me. :D it was awesome, there was virtually no line at ALL when we got there, the only time we really had to wait was that one time after it rained, they were running a couple empty trains to make sure they weren't going to fly off the track or something. and then the last time, when it was dark, and we wanted to ride in the front seat. about 15 or 20 minute wait there, but every other time, we had to wait, MAYBE for the next train to come, if we didn't walk right up and get on. it was awesome. howl o scream was stupid though, but i guess that's to be expected. minimum wage employees, aren't going to try to be TOO scary. lol.

anyway, i guess i'm off to work. i don't want to go at all, i didn't get to sleep until like 5 this morning. my parents got up at like 4:30, they were like "i don't BELIEVE you were still up when we woke up this morning." i was like "i don't BELIEVE you guys got up at 4:30." lol.

ok anyway. i'll try to post s'more in a while, sorry it's been so long. there's been a lot going on i guess, but nothing i really want to post for the "world" to read. sorry...

so, later!

sex

yeah sorry i haven't updated in so long. i'm actually going to have some free time tonight, so maybe then.

What The Fuck!?

how do i get into these obscure ass conversations? (<-- phragglez, btw)

[20:59] (ma1ko-> i love the smell of my nutsack
[20:59] (phragglez> you're a sick individual.
[21:00] (ma1ko-> why
[21:00] (ma1ko-> it smells good
[21:00] (ma1ko-> i pamper it
[21:00] (phragglez> it's a nutsack.
[21:00] (ma1ko-> my nutsack is special to me
[21:00] (phragglez> just the fact that you would sniff your own nutsack.
[21:00] (ma1ko-> k
[21:00] (ma1ko-> no i wipe my hand on it
[21:00] (ma1ko-> then smell my hand
[21:00] (phragglez> that's like sticking your thumb up your ass, then smelling your thumb.
[21:00] (phragglez> it's no different, it's still sick.
[21:00] (ma1ko-> no!
[21:01] (ma1ko-> my nutsack smells pretty
[21:01] (ma1ko-> my poo-hole duznt
[21:01] (phragglez> it smells like nutsack, man.
[21:01] (ma1ko-> good smelling nutsack
[21:01] (phragglez> still nutsack.

i feel like ass.

eesh.

i have this ungodly amount of energy tonight, and i have no idea why. i played pool, met with group at school, got all the supplies i needed, came home, finished my homework, and now i want something else to do. i think i'm going to clean my room.... everything is funny. it's awesome. who the hell needs drugs when you have moods like this? muahaha.

lol

and so shatters the 100 mile per hour barrier.


i've never been lost so many times in one night before in my life though. i'm turning into dave, i went driving just for the hell of it.. he's much better at finding his way around though i guess. i got lost in mechanicsville, laburnum, then i apparently took the wrong interstate to get home, got off to turn around, and got lost in some back woods ghetto neighborhood... not downtown, but still very scary. then i got back on the interstate, and eventually took the wrong exit again... yeah, something like 4 times tonight in 4 different places. lol. all scattered right around richmond.

but anyway. i love my car, and still had fun. although i STILL have a headache. i took 3 ibeprofin a minute ago, so hopefully that'll help.

uuughhhh

i've gotta go to work, and i feel like i'm going to puke. no more staying out until 3am drinking and eating at krispy kreme. i had a fkn blast last night though. :D

hmm

not really much to say. went back to school today after my very long, fun, boring weekend. yeah, i just sat around and watched tv sunday and monday most of the day, went to see a movie sunday, and played x box for a while with paulie, that's about it though. i got totally worn out seeing people. tired of dealing with everyone, there are like 4 or 5 people that i'd be willing to try to deal with right now, and that's about all really, which is pretty bad since i have to go to work here in a few minutes. tons of people are going to be asking me questions, and expecting me to have all the answers. lol. yes, well. not today. :)

anyway, i'm going to get going. i want to go driving. i want to get all my reading done for school. i want to have like a week off, but still get paid for it so that i can still afford to pay for my car. i want to get a haircut. i want to go to dmv to get my regular tags and stuff so i can get those damned 30 day tags off my car. i want to go to california. i really, really want to go to california. :)

hahaha

i just downloaded a george michael song. i should get kicked in the balls.

honey! i'm home!

this song rules.

i had so much energy at work last night, hope i can have just as much tonight. :) fastass music helps.

update!

i changed my listning selection from garth brooks to QUEEN LATIFAH. lol. how's that? :P

hm

normally, i really wouldn't like the fact that i slept until like 11 today, but it felt really good after getting up at 8 all week.

played pool again last night, did pretty well, won most of the games i played i think. chris, a different chris came with us last night and played some too. he's funny as hell to hang out with.

i still need to go to the dmv, was going to go by this morning, but didn't get a chance to, slept late, and i still wanna get a haircut as well, but again, didn't get a chance to... slept late. lol. anyway, maybe some other time.

later, i get to go shower now. buhbyeee.

eek.

i reeeeally don't want to go to work. it gets so old doing the same thing over and over and over. i need a new job... although i'm sure any job would get old after 5 years. but yes, still. at least it's only 6 hours again. and thursdays aren't very busy either, so it'll be slow AND boring. woo. :|

classes went okay i guess, financial management is boring, but not boring to the point of economics, where i won't even be able to read the text, i got a little bit (about 3/4) of chapter 1 read today. boring, but not dreadfully so. java programming is boring, because the stuff she's going over now is really basic stuff that i already know, and that speech class is actually pretty fun, we're doing some group presentation thing at the moment.. it's due on the 10th or something. (maybe this'll remind me to actually DO it. hehe. i'll have to use sunday to actually do work and stuff since i don't think i'm going to my dad's, and even though it's just the first week of school, i already have ASS work to catch up on. WOOOHOOOO...

on a yet more random note, i've been listning to far too much country recently. someone just shoot me now and get it over with.

ok well i'm going to go brush my teeth and get dressed. and go try to torture customers at the U-WORLD for a few hours. have a nice evening everyone.

it sucks nuts being this lazy. my backpack's downstairs, and i need to go get it so i can put my books for today in it, but i so don't feel like getting up. i don't think i had any homework last night, but i'm not totally sure. i didn't do any, anyway. i'm pretty sure i didn't.

yeah, learning java isn't very bad, i figured out how to compile the .java file into a .class, but now i can't get the class to run. bitch! lol. anyway. i .. uhh. yeah. *kix it*

eck

yeah, i've decided, i don't think i'm going to financial management anymore. like the guy from office space, i'm not quitting.. i'm just not gonna go. :P

she puts all the notes and shit on the web, doesn't speak very good english, and the class is the most boring sounding class that i think i've ever taken. far worse then economics. yeah, so im gonna go take the tests, and that's about it. :)

hmm..

up too early. school starts back today. i hope traffic isn't too bad on the way down there, and i hope i can find somewhere to park. i hope classes aren't too boring, and i hope i don't have any homework. :/ :) anyway, shower time. later!

ack.

i don't want to go to work. school starts back monday, i went down to school and spent 411 dollars on books the other day. what a bitch. i'm looking forward to going back though. tired of working so damn much. dave's leaving in about a week too. sad sad day, i'm not going to have anyone to hang out with for a few months until he comes back. i guess i'll have to find someone else. but who? paulie!!! wanna go to starbucks? lol.

anyway. asstired. gonna go get some caffine. back later. byee.

car!

finally got some pictures for those of you who read, who haven't seen it yet.

car1!
car2!
car3!
car4!
interior1!
interior2!

nice, eh? i love it. lol.

yeah

time for some real music. :P and a third posting tonight. lol.

yeah asscash thanks.

yo quiero dinero.

i have like 350 dollars in my checking account, and sometime in the next month, i'm going to have to buy 360 dollars worth of BOOKS for school, pay a 200 dollar insurance bill, and a 250 dollar car payment. yeah it sucks. lol. oh well, i should be getting paid for like 47 hours or something this week, so that'll help a lot. :D yay. anyway. back to my JOCK JAMS. i'm in the most random mood tonight. lol.

nice. :D

UnaFragger: oh
UnaFragger: you know that on ramp onto 64 westbound at gaskins?
alpha rays max: yeah?
UnaFragger: well anyway
UnaFragger: freshly paved
UnaFragger: it's a 25 mph one
UnaFragger: i hopped on 64 there on the way home from yer house tonight
UnaFragger: took that at like
UnaFragger: oh..
UnaFragger: 60
UnaFragger: 65ish
UnaFragger: lol
UnaFragger: car hugged the road like a fkn teddy bear.
alpha rays max: uhhhhhhh
alpha rays max: haha
alpha rays max: as a teddy bear
UnaFragger: i was about to fly out the window
UnaFragger: but the car was STUCK to the road
UnaFragger: it kicked ass
UnaFragger: lol

lala

still really don't have anything to say. school starts back in a week from today. i'm sort of looking forward to it. i suppose i should go ahead and find out what kind of books i need, etc. maybe stop down there someday this week or something and pick up whichever ones i can before classes start and the bookstores get ASS crowded. i still need to pick up a notebook or 2 also i think, then i'll be all set. hopefully i'm not putting too much of a load on myself this semester. i've never really tried anything like this before, and if i've complained about not having any free time before, this will be worse than that i think. but i want to get out of school as soon as possible, and i still have to work as much as i can to pay for my car. SO, i think i'm pretty much stuck with it. i'm taking 18 credits.. 6 classes. i have class monday through thursday, starts at 9:30, and i get out on monday and wednesday at 3:15, tuesday and thursday at like 1:45. then i told them i could be at work at 4 on tuesday and thursday. probably actually earlier, i might change that after the first week or something. but yeah, i'm still going to try to work 6-7 hours on tuesdays and thursdays, and 8-10 on friday and saturday if possible. so sunday'sll be free, as will monday and wednesday evenings, however i assume i will have some homework to do or something.

anyway sweet. later.

:/

so ends my 47 hour week. yay. i have a day off! excitement. :D what to do tomorrow.

nada.

nothing really to say, got my car, love it, i've driven to rockville numerous times, i've finally gotten my insurance and everything set up, got it fixed totally, no more carmax for a while. still wanna get rid of the other one soon, but i can't get in touch with my dad. i'm half way starting to worry about him, bcz i've left him several messages, and he hasn't called me back yet or anything. he's usually really good about returning calls.

i think i'll try his cell now. anyway! byeeee.

p.s. i love my car.

woooow.

i love my car! i bought a 97 acura integra LS 2 door coupe. about 52,000 miles on it, paid about 12000 dollars, 240 dollar monthly payments, 7.95% APR! yeah it's fkn awesome. it has everything. 5 speed manual transmission, power windows, doorlocks, power steering, 4 wheel anti lock disk brakes, power mirrors, cruise control, INTERMITTENT WINDSHIELD WIPERS!!!, power sunroof even. the headlights kick ass too. yeah it totally rocks. it's very clean, and the a/c works great as well. the ONLY complaint that i have, is that it has a couple of little dings in the paint or whatever. it has a dark green paintjob, and it's very nice and glossy, spoiler too, tan cloth interior, that's really clean as well. power mirrors on the side... yeah it's awesome. lol.

dave and i went out driving tonight, i just bought it on sunday, picked it up today around 1:30 or so, had to work until 10 though, so we went way out down pouncey tract road, and down rockville road, back up to shortpump, ,and down church road. i think i got a pretty good feel for it. it has really good pickup too, and it rides soo quiet compared to my tercel, we were riding back down the interstate, and cut the a/c on so we could see how cool it would get or whatever. (yeah it got really cold), but anyway it was running so quiet, like i couldn't tell how fast i was going, and i stopped watching my speed for a minute, and i realized i was going like 80.. which really isn't much, but since my insurance like doubled when i got it, i don't want to get any tickets ort anything. i kept it around 5 over the speed limit tonight, cept that one trip down rockville road, we took most of that at like 60. (45 speed limit, nice curves and hills and stuff... know it fairly well though). so yeah! i had a blast. :D anyway. i'm going to READ THE MANUAL. lol. just to see some shit about it or whatever. aaanyway. HAPPY!. :D

wanabuyacarthx.

yeah. duh. as my insurance SKYrockets. :(

:D

i'm on the phone w/ the coolest person in the world.

Gay Gene Isolated, Ostracized
BALTIMORE—On Friday, scientists at Johns Hopkins University isolated the gene which causes homosexuality in human males, promptly separating it from normal, heterosexual genes. "I had suspected that gene was queer for a long time now. There was just something not quite right about it," team leader Dr. Norbert Reynolds said. "It's a good thing we isolated it—I wouldn't want that faggot-ass gene messing with the straight ones." Among the factors Reynolds cited as evidence of the gene's gayness were its pinkish hue, meticulously frilly perimeter, and faint but distinct perfume-like odor.

eee

work! i have nothing to say, all i do is work now. i want school to start back.

eesh.

i'm exhausted. and i have no idea why. it's good that i'm working for the rest of the week. and every day next week too. .. yeah.

eee.

so yeah! excitement. went to work yesterday. when i got there at 1:30, all the lights in the store were out, the power had been out for about 15 minutes or so, and they had all the freezer cases closed, and all the cold cases covered up so none of the perishable food would go bad, and stuff. however, no one wanted to close the store because there were afraid that we'd lose more sales than we already were. it was really annoying, the registers weren't even working when i got there. so yeah, apparently a power surge had knocked out some kind of box or something that was outside the store. all the ops associates were standing around after they got all the cases covered up waiting for the power to come back on, or waiting for the word to start pulling the cases, or whatever we had to do. turns out the power came back soon after that, but for a while, we were all walking around with flashlites so we could help the annoyingass customers that were still wandering around the store find the stuff they were looking for. anyway, after a bit, we pulled the milk case, and p8ut all the milk back in the dairy case so it wouldn't go bad, and about 15 minutes later, they got all the refrigeration shit going again, so we had to fill it ALL back up. yes, it was a pain. fun though, i suppose..

anyway, went to play pool after work with chris again, and had a blast there, as usual. i ordered my usual long island iced tea, and either it was stronger than usual, or just the fact that i hadn't had anything to eat, but it seemed really strong. buuut i wasn't getting a buzz or anything, so i figured "what the hell" and drank like half of it in 1 giant "gulp." lol. yeah, i had a hard time lining up shots for about 15 minutes after that. chris was like "damn you're funny when you're drunk." hehe. no, i wasn't drunk, it didn't really even feel like i had a buzz going, but i had something. lol.

yeah anyway! i got up this morning and finally got my parents computer fixed fine. so yeah. i guess all i have left now is to goto work at 1:30. eesh, i don't want to be there again. sux. so yeah byeeee.

woooohooooooo

yeah my checking account was getting frighteningly low. i was down to 53 dollars or something. baaad. i fiiiinally got my paycheck processed though, 277.47 this week. not TOO shabby. could be better. i think NEXT week is the week of the big bonus. which is thank GOD because like i haven' tput any into savings in a couple of seeks, and none of this is going either because i have a 75 dollar long distance bill, and a 94 dollar insurance bill. *COUGH KYLE* yeah and a little of it was yours too jenny :P but hey that's ok. not too bad. i think i'll go to 7-11 after work and snag another phone card. lol. since i have a little of money i can actually spend now.

aaanyway.. nothing really exciting today.. well not since before 5 this morning when i went to bed. :) should be fun day at work. running on 6 hours. ima be hyper for about an hour when i get home. lol. aaanyway.

fun day.

went to eat this morning at breakfaast with paulie and dave, had panera, jeff and jenn showed up after we'd been sitting there for like an hour just talking, and they sat down and had breakfast with us. we sat there for a while longer to talk to them, then we left there and came home. surprise surprise. basically sat around here for a while after that, chatted online a bit, then we went out to tgi friday's. laura called when she got off work, and had a softball game to go to, so she had to leave sorta early, but we still went to friday's, and got some good food. we're actually thinking now about getting a GYM membership so that we can go work out together. it's gonna be hard trying to stay focused working out with someone as attractive as her. (i wonder if she reads my journal? i doubt it.) but anyway, it would still be fun. she's a great person to talk to so it should actually make it a little easier to GO. i've been wanting to for a while, but i've never really had any motivation..... (...) so yeah. we'll see what happens with that, my guess, personally, would be nothing. AAAnyway. i guess i'll go back to sitting here doing nothing. niiiiight.

wow.

busy day today. going to breakfast with dave and paul, then i think i'm going to come back here and work on parents computer. going to dinner later tonight with laura, and possibly jeff and jenn. probably end up going to starbucks again tonight. yeah it's good that i only have like 60 dollars in my checking account, yet i insist on continuing to go out to do shit. i could transfer some money in from savings temporarily, but i REALLY don't want to do that if i don't have to.

i need to reboot my computer as well. it hasn't been done in a while, and none of my system tray icon's are there. oh well again. i have to leave in .. 25 minutes and i just woke up, so i'm gonna go have a quickass shower. just thought i'd post one. laaater.

right, and this song has been stuck in my head for days now. oh well. :D

l8z.

good that i'm leaving NOW for work. late thanks?

ee.

as i scan my hd for viruses. as i have 52 infected files. as i try to clean them, but just delete the ones that cna't be cleaned, having no idea what affect it'll have on my system. oh the joys of being a computer nerd.

it's too early to be up. and i get to work in sub-zero temperatures virtually all day, pulling the freezer. :D it could be a nice change from the normal 100+ degree heat.

wooohoooo

finally got enough sleep last night! went to bed at lke 1, and didnt really wake up until about 10. kyle called me this morning around 8:15 or so, he was going to classs... apparently he's not OUT of prison per say, but they're giving him some kind of special thing where he can take summer classes. he gets to drive himself there and such, but he has to drive back to the "correctional facility" at the end of every day. that must be a bitch.

anyway yeah! i still don't feel perfect, but i always feel bad when i first get out of bed. lol. anyway, i think i'll go shower, and have a bowl of cereal. and! i get to work. today is going to r00l!!1

anyway, l8z.

hm.

it's 4:24 in the morning. i got home about 10 minutes ago, and i really don't know whether i should go to sleep or not. i know i've been exhausted recently, but i'm not tired at all right now. i probably should sleep since i MIGHT be driving an hour and a half to the family reunion down in franklin tomorrow. i sorta wanna go because i haven't gone in a while, but i really don't know yet whether or not i will. anyway! later for now.

fuckin a. i feel sick. i think i haaven't gotten enough sleep in the last 3 or 4 nights, that's all it is. didn't get home last night until 1:15 or so, had a blast though. anyway, off to work! l8z.

wowsies.

work was a pain. lol. i think i'm going to play pool tonight. and tomorrow night with dad too. chris suggested it at work earlier today, and i don't really know what i'm doing with anyone else, had mentioned starbucks to laura earlier, but she didn't sound too excited. so i dun really know. guess we'll find out! sucks that i have to get up at like 8 tomorrow... again. and i really need to get some sleep, i had a hard time waking up this morning. don't think 6 hours was enough last night. probably mostly bcz i got about the same the night before, and i'm used to getting more than that. :) jerjer doesn't do naps. lol.

ugh.

mornings suck.

eeeee

eye h8 comput4rs! my parents got a virus on theirs, and i think it like corrupted the registry or something, so trying to reinstall everything. gr. i don't know. it's annoying as balls though. maybe i can fix it. working now.

hm.

haven't really posted anything ina while. haven't done anything. i think i'm going to play pool with chris tomorrow, then probably going to outlaw's with my dad on saturday night, hangin his place, comin back sunday sometime. don't know from there. *shrug* life hasn't really been that exciting recently.

wow.

as it's 6:42 am, and i'm awake, and ready to start my (thrilling!!!1) day! woo. etc. yeah too early. :D

car!

i want a new caaaarrrr! i can't wait until i get my bonus check.

don't ask.

as

i sleep until like 11:30. nice.

sleeepy

it's 2:30. i don't have anyting to do until later tomorrow, so i'm reeeally going to enjoy sleeping in. i slept in this morning. didn't get home from the playing field until like 3 or 3:30 or so, went to sleep right afterwards.. my alarm clock actually woke me up at 11. lol. was nice. ANYWAY. sleeping soon. night until then.

:D

i still don't want to go to work. although i actually have some energy today. should be ok. only 4 of us closing tonight, usually like 6 on saturday, but it's a perty good crew. and we have a couple others there until 7:30... hopefully everything goes ok. ANYWAY. boom boom bang.

slack, pool, etc.

let's see, sat around until like 9:45, and went to ukrop's and met chris there, we went and played pool at the playing field again, had a couple drinks, actually got a LITTLE buzz. and we played until like 2:30, saw a bar fight. lol. then we came home. i was doing really well though, and i had a blast.

p.s. i'm in a MUCH better mood now :D

hm.

slept past 10:46 today. wierd. i went to bed pretty early too.

attbi is being queer this morning. wonder whassuup wif that.


^^^ wrote that this morning before work, but it never posted.. apparently i forgot to close this.

anyway, went to work, only had 3 ppl there, me, and 2 new guys. was perty fun. we got everything done, but i don't really like the responsibility of having to deal with making sure everything gets done. i don't really mind it, i just feel like since i'm mr. part time, and don't really care what happens, i shouldn't have to bother with it.

anyway, came home, and here i am! no work tomorrow. i wonder what i'm going to do. :/

oh

and why do all backwoods areas always smell like a mix between cows, and freshly cut grass?

stuff.

worked until 3:30. got off, went to see reign of fire with paulie. decent movie. afterwards, went to dairy queen with jeff, laura, and jenn (jeff's friend). got ice cream, ended up walking around innsbrook. stumbled onto this outside bar, grabbed a piña collada, and we sat there and talked for a while, then we left. headed back to my house, had a mike's. drove laura home, and here i am. playing yahoo pool. wishing it was the real thing with someone fun. :)

hott.

night.

and don't ask about the music please.

?!

why on earth would anyone in their right mind actually LIKE getting up this early? it's inhuman.

hmm.

work. work. more work. didn't leave until 10 tonight. have to be back in at 7 tomorrow morning. sleep? i donno. haven't decided yet.

hmm.

didn't do anything yesterday cept go to work. worked 1:30 to 10, came home, got on the puter, sat here for a while, watched the rocky horror picture show! (or at least some of it... it was so bad, i couldn't finish it) and then! ... *drumroll* i went to sleep. and! here i am again. to start the whole thing over. joy.

workz0r

i don't feel good. i don't have any energy at all, and i sure as hell don't want to go to work. :/ lol. *headache*

:D

did anyone actually read the previous 2 entries in their entirety? :)

free at last!

ryan's gone, and although i did totally have a blast while he was here, it's going to be nice to have my own room back for a change. let's see, last night, we went out to play pool again at the playing field... we had a hell of a great time, or at least i did, i can't speak for him. finally got my long island iced tea, sorta expected it to at least give me a little bit of a buzz, but i didn't feel it at all. ANYWAY, we played about .. 14 games of pool, played first of 7 eightball, then we played a game of nineball, then since that didn't go very well, we played one more game of eightball before we left. afterwards, we rented a movie, and came back here, watched some tv, then watched the movie. (not another teen movie) it was pretty funny, half way fell asleep in the middle of it, and totally passed out after it was over. was fun though. didn't do squat this morning, went out to eat, went by circuit city for a little while, and bought black & white. left, came home, played the game while paul and dave played x box, and ryan like passed out on the floor.

hmm.

** back in time **

thursday!! was really really cool too. dave, paul, ryan, and i went to the beach, hadn't been in forever. first got there, and like everyone was already bitching about wanting to leave, but i was determined to get in the water at least once, so ryan and i went down to the shore, and got about waist to chest deep in the water, and then like we got whistled at. apparently the "CURRENTS" were too strong, so they weren't letting anyone get out in the water any farther than like knee deep. it was pretty stupid, but getting wet once was plenty enough for me. (...)

anywayeee, we stayed there for a couple hours, and left, then we drove down to the marine science museum, we were gonna wander around there and maybe see the aquarium, and a film, but we didn't think it'd be all that exciting, and some of us didn't really wanna spend the money on that, so we left promptly after getting there (and shitting around in the giftshop for about 10 minutes) and headed out to the GO-KARTS-PLUS!! thing that they have down near the beach. we got some tix0rs and rode the gokarts one time, which was totally a blast. was like 6 dollars or something for like 15 laps on this little miniature wannabe road course. i thought it was fun, paulie was far too good at it. he would have lapped me like twice if it went on for much longer... and the scarier thing was that i thought i was doing pretty well, passed several people, and paul was the only one that really passed me, other than this one other guy.

so we hung around at the track watching people for a little while, then we went into the arcade thingy that they had there, and played our favorite game "HOUSE OF THE DEAD" for a little while. that was mad cool, but i dunno, it just seemed a bit more boring than usual. so after a few coins had been thrown into that, ryan and i played a game of pool, hence starting the whole POOL fiasco. lol. i'm glad though, cuz i've had so much fun playing pool the last few days, gotten MILDLY decent at it too i think.

anyway, we left the arcade, and sorta drove home, stopped by uno's in williamsburg for dinner, because that's like one of our fave restaraunts ever. it was really good. left there, came home.. and i don't really remember what we did after that. wasn't very early or very late when we got home. .. probably just shat around the house. :)

anyway! hott. that's about it, thus far. been fun, but glad to have my room back, as previously stated. although my step-dad's sister is coming to stay the night with us. she's nice, a bit wierd, but still nice. i'm just keeping to myself in my room. have to work at 1:30 tomorrow. hopefully not really doing anything else until then. GOODNIGHT ALL!! latez. *poof*

so yeeeah

yesterday was my 21st. we had that little pizza party thing here that my parents wanted to give me, and a bunch of my friends bought me all kinds of different bottles of alcohol and stuff. it's going to take me forever to finish them all. but it was fun, we had pizza, and sat outside on the deck and talked for a while, and i held down my title as jenga champion too. :P

afterwards, we were gonna go shoot pool or something, so ryan, dave, paul, and i went down to the playing field righ there next to bw3's. it ended up that they were 21 plus, so paul couldn't come in with us. he has another whole week before he's going to be 21. damn, that must suck. so he and dave decided to not bother coming in since they didn't want to play pool anyway, so they dropped ryan and i off at the playing field, and they drove around looking at cars that they can't really afford. (:P) ryan and i shot pool for about an hour, and he got a couple of drinks, i stuck to my plain iced tea. afterwards, we were planning to go to the comedy club, but we got there, and it was this little hole in the wall place that looked like something my grandmother would hold. didn't look very cool, although i'm sure it would have still been a lot of fun if we had actually gone in there. buuut, we decided not to, and will called and told us that he couldn't find us, and he was at the TGI friday's bar right down the street, so we decided to meet him there instead. we got there, and there were all kinds of police officers carding and everything, and again since paul was only 20, he couldn't get in at all. will said he already had a drink waiting there for me, so i had to go in and drink it with him or something, so i was like ok whatever, dave and paul decided to wait outside since they didn't really want anything to drink anyway. soo, ryan and i went in and hung out at the bar with will and his friend for a few mins, and they decided that they wanted to go to some kind of club or something afterwards, so i called outside to dave and paul to see if it was ok with them if ryan and i just hung out with will and chris and (other guy.. matt, i think his name was) for the rest of the night, and they were like "yeah that's cool." i feel really bad about it because like they're definitely 2 of my best friends. more so than will and chris, and like.. i dunno, i just felt bad leaving them like that, even though i don't think they wanted to do anything like barring anyway.

SO anyway, after that, we all decided to go downtown to see what kind of clubs and stuff were open. i agreed to go, probably only because i already had like 4 drinks in me at the time. we drove downtown and got to "have a nice day cafe" after looking around at some of the other clubs and stuff that they had available down there. a lot of them looked either really pathetic, or just like totally too full. we passed radius, and i sorta looked in to see if i saw amy, but much to my dismay, she wasn't there. :`( :P but we walked inside have a nice day, and there were a TON of people in there. it should have bothered me a lot, since i usually don't like crowds like that at all, but it really didn't. there were some OMG hot girls in there too. lol. but yeah, we stopped by the bar downstairs when we got there, and someone bought me aNOTHER drink, and we went on upstairs from there. on the top floor, there were like a lot of people dancing, and some butt-ASS loud music. we perty much just hunt out near the back and watched and talked or whatever, it was actually perty cool, ryan got out on the floor a couple of times and danced, and will did as well. i still haven't gotten there yet i guess. :P don't really ever care to, actually, but maybe it might be fun to do sometime. just not anytime soon. i had another drink and a half while we were there, probably for about a couple of hours, maybe a lil bit less. theeen, we left, drove back to friday's to get chris's car, and he drove us home. the 2 ppl that drove didn't drink much at all, so it didn't bother me too much.

but yeeah, we had a good time, got home around 3, went to sleep by 3:30 or 4 or so, got up today around 12, and i felt totally fine. i was realy surprised, i expected to be sick or something, buti wasn't at all. so yeah! that was my drinking "binge" for like a month. don't need any more alcohol anytime soon. had a blast though.

sorry about the BOOK, but yeah, kinda did a lot yesterday. byee..

bleh.

it's good that i totally feel like i'm gonna hurl. should start trying to get more sleep.

furking dentists.

i can't feel the right side of my face, and i'm hungry.

woooooohoooooooo

no more work for five days!!!

uherrr.

just so that i can laugh at dave.





Which VW Are You?

by Auto Glass America

need breakfast. gotta be at work at 1:30., closing tonight, then i'm off for the next like 5 days. it's going to be nice. :D i'm not going to make any money at all, but it'll still be nice. :P

right well i'm going to go make a sandwich or something. maybe i should put some pants on since we do, infact, have company. lol. just my little brother's friend, i doubt he'll mind me wandering around in boxers, but still. it's only polite. :P right, well! off2work. BYEEE!! :D

eee

just got home from work, that was a blast, didn't do anything really exciting, but like i was in a really good mood for some reason, got to talk to will and chris about what we might be doing friday, not totally sure what wre're going to end up doing yet, but any way you look at it, i'm pretty sure it's going to be quite a bit of fun. :D so anyway! post more later, friend just got online. *poof*

eeewahoooahh!!

right, as i sit here listning to the eminem album. i got up this morning aroudn 10, played quake for a little while, took a shower, and around 12, i left to take movies back to the movie store that dave and paul and i watched the other day. i left there and took the ASS long way home. (for those of you that live around here, i took lauderdale down to patterson, drove all the way to gaskins on patterson, took that down to pemberton, which i took to three chopt, to church, and took church down to pump to sunrise!)

so yeah! was fun.. came home from there, and went outside to play basketball for a little while. ended up going up to the other end of the street to play with a couple of guys that live down the road. hadn't talked to them in a while. well, they're in high school, and i'm in college. so they're below me. lol.

so now i'm sitting here, waiting for dave to come over so we can go out to eat, and inevitably come home directly afterwards. haha. anyway! thrilling day. not even close to over yet! muahhaahha. yeah ihave to be at work at 11 tomorrow, and i'm working 1:30 to 10 on tuesday, then i'm off until next monday. wh00mp! . .

byee.

next thought.

right, after work, i got a haircut too, and the lady cut it about as short as i usually got it cut, but left my bangs a little longer. she's this short, skinny (pretty attractive, if you ask me) asian woman, and when she's almost done, she gets some like gel and puts it in the front and sorta like spikes it or whatever. thought i'd look perty furkin funny, but it's actually pretty neat looking. surprisingly enough. anyway! jeff just messaged me imploring me to put a shirt on. lol. 15 seconds after i posted the first entry! let's see how long it takes you for this one. i should flash you. :P no i think i won't.

anyway! right. lost my train of thought, so goodnight!

wh00mp.

so! i got windows 2000 working again. sort of. i decided to try to boot into it and see what happens, and it started right up like it should. and i got my webcam working again too. woo. it's nice, you can even see the upper corner of my HUGE moniter in my webcam view now. lol. sorry, can't help it's so gigantic. :) but anyway yeah! i'm excited.

went to work this morning at 7, got off at around 3:30, went out to the airport with dave and paul to watch the (lack of) planes taking off and landing, then we came back here to my place, stopped by food liion, video 2000, and papa john's to get a pizza, some drinks, and rent a movie. we ended up watching "art of war" again. i thought it was good.... again, i don't think paul or dave liked it at all. but anyway, at least i enjoyed it yet again. and now they're gone, and i'm sitting here on my computer listning to music and wondering what i'm going to do all day tomorrow. something will come up i'm sure. anyone gets bored, give me a call. niight!

eep.

another 7:00 morning shift at work. what fun. so it's good that i have to wake up in about 8 hours. i don't feel like going to bed at all, i don't know why, not tired i guess. besides, not really any reason to, i suppose. not doing anything pressing after work tomrorow thati need any extra energy for or anything.

my 4th was perty good, i went to lunch at around 11:30 with paul and dave, then we picked up jeff and went to see men in black 2 at 1:10. it was a pretty funny movie, worth seeing if you wanna blow 5 dollars on a matinee. went by comp usa afterwards, and i spend that 300 dollars cash that i had lying around (can't have money like that just lying around... someone might take it! i had to spend it. it was only right). i bought a new moniter. it's a very nice one, a 19 inch flat screen. havent really watched any dvd's or anything on it yet, but that's what i have the 32 inch tv with surround sound for anyway. but i'm sure it'd look pretty damn clear on here. :)

yeah, so i can't get my webcam to work on xp still, and it's starting to frustrate me. i don't know what i'm going to do about that. and also, i'd like to get 2000 working again just so i can have it back. i'm sorta getting to miss it. lol. it really just doesn't feel like MY computer running in this operating system. i don't know why. :) but anyway! enought complaining. i had a great day, work was fun, easy, and i did a lot. also, the only thing i ate today was the meal that i had at work, some catfish, string beans, and some corn pudding. lol. it's perty great when you can eat only one meal a day. haha. yeah i'm going to kill myself if i keep that shit up. and that'd suck. no one wants that. :D

right, so i'm going to stop typing now. everyone have a lovely evening.

:D

woooohoooooo. up before 10:30. probably because i have to be at work at 11. lol.

wooo.

just finished downloading sema's update client thing. Get it here if you're interested. It's a little program, sort of like aim looking in my opinion, but it's for updating livejournal. I personally think it makes it about a hundred times easier to update the journal, saves me the trouble from having to go all through the web page and stuff. very nicely designed too, you can choose mood / music / pictures. pretty much anything. it's really neat. anyway!

i've been using windows xp recently. the main reason i didn't use it before was because it sucked for playing quake, but i've gotten that fixed now, and i don't really play quake that much anymore anyway, so, i've been sorta stuck in this operating system. i corrupted windows 2000 or something a while back when my power flashed like 3 or 4 times straight. or i think that's what it was, i really don't even remember. it may have been when i was trying to put the new operating system in. but i used to use that one all the time, because i had it configured the way that i liked it, but now, since i've been using xp recently, i've pretty much gotten this one set up the way that i like this one too! other than the 1024 resolution, i'd much rather be running in 1280x1024, but hey, that's a small setback. i need a new moniter if i'm going to do that I think. my webcam, however, does not work with windows xp, which is quite a pain. no majour problem for me, but sorry to all those of you out there who like to watch me on my cam. :P it don't work. and i don't know how to fix it. :P i'll try to get it working sometime, but i just really haven't had the need / patience to deal with it recently.

ok, well, we're going to see men in black 2 today, and i haven't showered or anything like that, and my little brother wants me to help him get warcraft 3 connected on battlenet, so! i should probably be going for now. hope everyone has a lovely afternoon!!1@

annoying.

ya know what's annoying? it doesn't matter what time i go to bed at night, i always wake up at 10:30. that could be because i virtually always go to sleep around 2 in the morning, but it seems like whether i goto bed at 6am, or whether i go to sleep at like 9pm, i always seem to wake up around 10:30 in the morning. sometimes i wake up before that, and feel like i could get up, but i always go back to sleep. and then 10:30 rolls around, and i get up. it's so wierd. ANYWAY. yeah hi.

eesh.

i went to dad's today, went to bed last night at about 5:15, had to get up this morning around 10 to call my dad and chex to make sure i was still going. turned out that i was, which was perfectly fine with me, i love going to visit him. it doesn't matter what we do, i always have a great time. but anyway, after about 5 hours sleep, i woke up and drove on down there. probly avg'd about 65mph on the way down there, seemed like it took FOREVER to get down there. we hung out at his house for a while, watched the soccer game, and some other show that was on after it, chatted, whatever. got a new (old) camera while i was down there, just figured out how to use it. it has a 500mm telephoto lense, which i think is extremely cool, but even cooler, it has a 3x tele converter, which can convert that 500mm into a 1500mm telephoto. which is extremely far. it's like taking pictures through a very good pair of binoculars.

anyway, after we'd hung out there for a while, we went to this cookout that one of his friends was having prior to his wedding. i went into my lil bubble and just sorta stood/sat around not saying anything to anyone unless they said something to me first. i'm pretty good at meeting new people and conversing and shit when i want to now, but i really haven't been in the mood for that today for some reason. i guess 40 hours a week of having to put up with people that i don't know at work constantly is enough. on the weekends i like to have some time to relax with just myself, or a couple/few people that i know really well. that's the life right there.

i left there around 8 or so i guess, left dad's house, and my avg speed coming home was probably like 80 or so. it seemed like it took about half as long to get home as it took to get there. which was kind of good, not really into a driving mood today either. but yeah! now i've been sitting here, figured out how to use the camera, and uh.. that's about it! so! goodnight for now. i'm gonna get back to chatting w/ the coolest girl on the net. :) niight.

sleep?

who the hell needs sleep anyway? yeah, i have to get up at 6 tomorrow morning to go to work. no, i doubt if i'll go to bed before midnight tonight, probably actually later. i usually need more sleep that that, but i guess i'll live. lol. nap time tomorrow i guess. :)

and i want to watch a movie. a comedy, or a martial arts action shooting blowing shit up movie. not the matrix. butt-ass old. something mind numbing like mortal kombat. one of those movies that doesn't even TRY to come up with a plot, just uses enough of one to SEMI tie things together. a movie where the plot actually IS the lack of a plot.

woooow

ok, i don't know what to say. i don't feel good. i think working for 40 hours this week, and then coming home and hoping to not do anything, but being "coerced" into going many places that i don't really feel like going, and talking with several people that i really have no interest in talking to seems to be doing that to me.

right, well so my computer started ass-locking again, and i don't really know what's causing it. i asked jordan and work the other day.. he's the only guy there that's actually more of a computer nerd than i am, and he said he thought that maybe my power supply wasn't supplying my computer with enough power, and that could be what was causing it.. the one i have in there now is only a 250 watt, and so i went ahead and ordered another one. hopefully it'll be getting here soon, so i can replace it, and get all the shit working again. i've never actually changed out a power supply before, but since i've done just about everything else that there is to do to computers, i don't see as how it could be much of a problem.

and! now that i've been saving money like a bitch, it's coming along fairly nicely. oh. shit. tomorrow's father's day. i definitely should go see my dad again, and take him something nice. at least a card i guess. take him out to dinner or something. i never know what on earth to get him. he seems like he has everything he needs. i should start putting him together a better computer or something with all the spare parts that i can get my hands on. but would he use it? who fkn knows. maybe?

and do you ever get into that mood where you just totally don't feel like doing anything? just SITTING for like an hour and staring at the screen, playing quake maybe.. or just listning to some music, kicking back, and daydreaming? i do! i do! and i'm in one right now. i'm too tired to even type, although i guess it doesn't seem like it according to all the ass lines of text. RIGHT well i'm going to stop whining and say something useful.

...

i don't care what anyone else says,

bacardi with lemon rules.

ee!

life is good. it sucks that i have to go to work in a little while, but i always have to go to work. it's getting old. oh well, i really don't care! sorry i haven't been posting that much recently, with the summer being here, and me working 40(thousand) hours a week, i really haven't had that much time to post as much as i'd like to. i'm sure it won't be much different once school starts back though.

anyway! i guess i'll go get dressed. have a good day!

:D

yeah hi! not much to say, nothing really been happening, working a lot on my webpage. Trying to teach myself a new programming language, it's been really fun. Still don't know all i'd like to yet, but maybe soon.

Later!

asp is annoying.

i need a fkn book.

ee.

dairy = cool, but i don't want to work grocery.

hi!

as i update again with live journal for a change, since i can. lol.

so what've i been up to? not much at all. working as much as physically possible. i've definitely been keeping myself busy with that. i can't wait until sunday, just because it's going to be my first day in a while with nothing pressing to do, like going to ukrops to do more stupid work. i made a decent amount of money this week though, so that makes me happy! but i don't at all feel like going to work, so that makes me less happy. lol.. and i think my alergies are starting to act up or something too, because my throat's been a little sore for the last couple of days, and my nose has been sort of running this morning too. but oh well!

been downloading a lot of new music, a lot of stuff that i'd never really heard of before like: flying blind, oar, dispatch, howie day... i've also been downloading a lot of older stuff that i haven't listened to in a long time.. nine days, sister hazel, vertical horizon. i don't really know why, but something else to listen to i guess. been very thrilling actually.

AND! i don't really know why, but i still wanna learn ASP.NET! i've downloaded a couple things to help me learn it, and i need to get my windows 2000 cd back from ryan, which i think i'll get tonight at work so that i can set up IIS on my system so that i can run a web server, allowing myself to view asp files on my computer without having to upload them to a site that supports asp. lol. most web servers that i have access to run off of unix or linux i think, and since ASP is a microsoft based language, linux and unix machines don't support it. gr. aggravating. so yeah! i got it working on windows xp last night, but! for some reason, i couldn;'t connect to it on my own computer, which was quite a pain. not that i know anything at all about how to program in said language, but i will be sure to learn. i'll be more into it once i can get to where my computer will actually work with it.

ANYWAY. now that i've written a book, that most of the people who read my journal probably don't give a rat's ass about... lol. i'll go get ready to go to work now! so everyone have a lovely evening.

ee! and stuff.

- Test Name: Strategic Alliances with Competitors
- Date: 2002-05-29 21:57
- Test Time: 01:00
- Gross Speed: 99 WPM
- Errors: 3
- Accuracy: 96%

- NET SPEED: 96 WPM


i've come to the conclusion that i'm a fairly fast typist. lol. and i amaaazed the people at work today by teaching them how to put a shortcut icon on the desktop of the computer in the back office. lol. complex shit right there.

so anyway, it's been a while since i've updated. really haven't been doing much, trying to work 40 hours a week when possible, i'm actually workign 48 next week i think. it's going to be pretty fun i think. :) i'm going to be pretty tired afterwards, but the following week, i think i'm only working like 4 days, so i'll have a couple of relaxation days. niiice. :D anyway yeah!

been getting hours in the natural foods section when i have time off from operations, it's pretty much the same job, just over a much, MUCH smaller area of the store. so it's not quite as much work, more laid back, and i'm learing more than i think i should ever have to as well. although i'm very amused by the PMS tea that they carry. it herbally helps to abate pms symptoms. lol. it's great!

so anyway! i guess i'll update again later. once i have something more to say. i can't wait until i get paid this week! my chexing account is getting kind of low. i keep transferring all that money into my wanabuyacarfund. lol.

anyway yeah! bye.

booored.

yeah, it's good that i'm sitting here nearly bored out of my mind. i guess i'm going to call laura in a little while. i've been trying to do some updates on rune's webpage today. got a little bit done on that actually, feel sort of accomplished about it. lol. not that i did anything at all. just alleviated my boredom for a little while. yeah what to do? i'm hungry i think, but other than that, i really have nothing to say. i'm getting tired of my music selection, but i really don't know what i want to listen to now. so yeah!

anyway! bye for now.

noo

i don't want to listen to nelly. :D i like it though.

woo!

got the rest of my grades back

Semester GPA: 3.200
Semester hours earned: 15.00
Cumulative GPA: 3.061
Cumulative hours earned: 66.00

not quite as good as i'd hoped! but i guess i won't complain. still not bad. AND! my monetary funds are still rising! i've spent too much money this week, some of it though was on that parking permit for next sememster. 135 bucks! :( oh well. a worthy cause i guess, seeing as how i sorta need somewhere to park. :)

AND! saw star wars today, on the opening day. it was kind of cool being there in that line among all the star wars geeks. lol, we had to stand outside for like 20 mins before they opened up the theater, and let us all in. (im chatting here at the same time, soforgive me if i'm really incoherent) anyway! the movie was okay i guess. the acting was horrible, and the story line could have been limited to just about half of what it was. the second half of the movie was way better than the first half. (trying not to give away the story) but yoda is my hero now. AND! OO OO!! they showed previews for the next 2 matrix movies, which aren't going to be released until sometime in 2003, and didn't really look all that good either, but still. they were the next 2 matrix movies. i think that was actually the highlight of my day. lol.

anyway! i'm still in a good mood, not much energy, but still happy. or whatever. :)

SO! everyone have a good day! and i'm going to go back to aiming people.

as grades.

Semester GPA: 3.667
Semester hours earned: 9.00
Cumulative GPA: 3.117
Cumulative hours earned: 60.00

i REALLY like the way that looks. it sucks that they haven't posted 2 of my grades yet. i probably got frickin c's. just to piss me off. :P

ANYWAY.

HI!

eee!

ya ever not know what kind of mood you're in? lol. i had a great morning, but this evening's been really .... wierd. :)

pizza hut, and other assorted things.

so yeah! i woke up ass early this morning, after having a hard time getting to sleep early this morning, and i had to go to work. what a joyous adventure that was. no one was there really, cept me, so not that much excitement there. got to clean a lot of stuff, and stack off a lot of stuff, and fill a lot of stuff, the usual i suppose....

anyway, afterwards, i got home, and called amy, she brought a study guide over for the exam i have tomorrow, and we sat here for about an hour and a half and procrastinated, listning to music, and she and daniel played x box (again).

we decided we were hungry, and we were gonna order a pizza, but i ended up talking to jeff and paul, and they decided they wanted to come too, so we went out to pizza hut instead. big mistake... there was a lady (fat lady) with a beanie in there, making baloons for all the little children, a guy waiting tables with his backpack on like he was getting ready to leave, and a waitress that served our table with her baby in her arm, and our pizza in the other. not exactly my idea of a quiet day either. it was very exciting though, we gout our pizza, and our breadsticks, ate, and left as quickly as possible. although, i couldn't help but noticing that before we left, a girl came in with her parents. she had socks taped to her hands. i don'tknow what exactly the use of something like that could be, but i did find it fairly amusing.

so yeah! fun, busy, exciting day. played in a quake match tonight, and won... a lot.

anyway! have a goodnight everyone!! :)

HI

long time no post! so exams are started. took the math one and the economics one the other day, didn't do all that well on the math one, i needed a 123 out of 150 to get an A in the class, and i only pulled a 124 / 150, so i cut that one really close. have my psychology exam monday, and i really probably should do some studying for that, bcz i need to grab a B on the exam to even get a B in the class. might be quite a pain. thought i might end up going to my dad's tomorrow, but i talked to him a while ago, and i'm not going, so i think paulie and eko and i will probably end up going to see spiderman! wizooot! ;) i've heard it's really good.

so yeah! i went by the dmv the other day, bcz dave told me that my tags on my car were ass old... january of 2001, actually, don't know whether i'd mentioned anything about that before or not, but he told me after he ended up following me half way to school one day. i was like HOLY CRUD! (i don't think i put iut that way, but something like that). so i finally went by the dmv and got my tags fixed, and working right etc.

then! afterwards, i went by the bank, and opened up a money market account with them, so that i can maybe earn something on that money that's just been sitting in there for months now. yay. maybe it won't help much, but it'll help on the purchase of a new car! i still can't wait.

and i guess that's about all for now! i miss jenny. lol. but i've had a really good day, don't really know why, but no complaints at all... it's been nice. ANYWAY, hope everyone has an excellent week! hopefully i'll post again soon. check and see if my shoutcast station's up! 24.125.56.205:8000 i play all kinds of different stuff on there, whatever i'm in the mood for, and my moods change a lot. so ya never know what'll be on. chex0r it out!

night!!! :)

eeeep.

wow i haven't posted in forever. kinda have a lot to say, but don't feel like typing tonight. i'll post tomorrow!

eee.

yeah, i spent 152 dollars last week. bitch thanks? i don't know what i spent it on either. so yeah. i'm making this complex ass spread sheet that is going to keep track of all the deposits, and withdrawals made from my checking account, as well as my "petty cash!" or what i keep in my wallet. i don't see how in the hell i can spend 152 dollars in a week... this way, even if i DO still spend 150 dollars a week, at least i'll know what i'm spending it on so that i can more easily cut my spending, and budget myself. lol. oh well. right, as i go back to this.

btw, why do i never have anything to do on saturdays, but always like 3 or 4 things to do on sunday, so i make a point to tell everyone that i have something else to do, usually leavingmyself with no options because everyone thinks i'm probably going to be doing somethingelse. :P yeah. no. thanks. hi. what.

:)

as i usually complain about going to work. yeah i'm going in early today. money thanks.

ee. tired

man i'm sleepy. don't have to get up til after 10 sometime tomorrow though. more like 11 or 11:30 if i really wanna sleep in, so no reason to go to bed. oh well. soon maybe.

night all! sleep is good. :p

wooohoooo

tomorrow is payday.

ahh!

(yeah not exactly what i had in mind, this is to remind me to GO TO RADIOSHACK! later.)

i need to get a 40-50' speaker wire to connect my right rear speaker to my receiver, and
i need to get a 12-15' phone cord to connect my MODEM (yes i know, cable goes out sometimes) to my wall jack. that's farther than 6', but not 25' away from my computer. (if i sound totally random, forgive me. you probably won't understand unless your name is dave. :P

harumph.

i want to go to the mtv campus invasion on wednesday, but i don't know anyone else who's going. none of my friends like nickelback or default. :/

oh well.

yeeeah

exam week coming up. i really need to do my best to study as best i can, but i sort of doubt that's going to happen. i don't have to take the final in my vb class, all my other teachers require it, reguardless of grade. so econ one, i need to get a high C or above to maintain my B in the class, in calculus, i need like a B to keep my A in the class, in psych, i need a B to get a B, and in history of motion picture, i need an 80 to get a B, or a 100 to get an A. yeah i think i'll shoot for the 80. lol.

so the one day that i have my first 2 exams, my brilliant manager scheduled me to work all day that day. OOPS!!1. lol. so yeah! guess they'll be short a guy.. oh well.

so yeah, i have to go to work in a little while, sorry i haven't been posting as much in the journal recently. i'll try to remedy that. :) hope everyone has a great day!

cackalus.

yeah i don't want to do my homework. to do, or not to do. THAT is the question. i think i won't bother since he never checks. (cept when i don't do it, and he actually collected it last time. so yeah. he won't check it again tomorrow.) i'm so lazy. it r00lz.

:)

amused much?

i just noticed i click on the "amused" mood quite a lot. lol. it's so easy bcz it's one of the first ones on the list. and it basically states the mood that i'm in ALL the time. maybe i'll start looking for something different. :) yeah. hi! :D

what2do?!

was planning to be in baltimore today, but it ended up that we didn't go because of certain events that occured, preventing us from doing so. quite a shame actually. but that leaves me with nothing at all planned today. maybe i should go watch 'the scorpion king' with paulie! :P although that movie still looks absolutely horrible, and i don't know whether i can convince myself to spend money on something like that or not. :P maybe though. i was watching some of the trailers earlier, and it doens't look quite as bad from some of the clips as it does on the tv trailer. maybe that's just because the quality on the ones that i downloaded is so bad that i can't tell the cgi looks REALLY cgi'ish.

yes, well. ! hi. :D

HI! what's up?! nothing here, i'm really hyper and upbeat, it's really wierd..

dinner! want dinner. huuungry. mm. EEE. :D no, i'm not high.

yay.

i was pretty proud of myself yesterday. i basically tuned up my (crappy) car. yeah i'd rather just buy a new one, but i replaced all the plugs, and i wanted to replace the wires too, but the only way i could get those for my car was to get them with the distributor cap too, so i went ahead and replaced the distributor cap, and the spark plugs and wires. was pretty good, considering that i'd never done it before. i was kind of surprised when it started right up. hehe.

yeah i want a new car, bad! my checking account is FINALLY starting to work it's way back up into something mildly respectable. i could actually put a down payment on something pretty decent right now, but my monthly payments would be REALLY high, so i don't think i'm going to even try to do that. want to have about half of the price for a down payment when i get a chance. hopefully that won't take too much longer, i was talking to manager yesterday, and i told him that i'd like to be working about 40 hours a weekthis summer if possible. if they can't give it to me, i may even end up working up front or something, i really don't know. we'll see i guess. AND i get my like 3 weeks average pay near the beginning of august since i've been there for so freaking long. with my regular paycheck, assuming i get some good hours this summer, that'll be close to a thousand dollars that week. which will be awesome! i'm going to get a new car soon! can't wait. :D

anyway! later for now. have a spectacular day! i'm going to go shower and go to work. yay. (blah)

aaack!

haven't updated in a while, sorry! just got home from school a little while ago. and my car started like bucking and acting all gay. felt like one of the spark plugs wasn't firing or something, so i got home and started to take them out, and the second one i took out was still all covered in oil and shit. hence, i was right, it wasn't firing. so, i should probably go somewhere and get new plugs and wires to replace (or so says my dad, the super mechanic), so i wanna do that. BUT i have an economics exam tomorrow morning, and i need to study for that like a LOT tonight because i really want to get a hi-b/a on that. gr. i think i'm going to just take my mom's car to school tomorrow and fix my car after class tomorrow. i want a new car. a lot.

ANYWAY, wish me luck with EVERYTHING. i wanted to go get a haircut tomorrow too, but i'm supposed to be at work at 1:30, and so i won't have time after i finish working on my car and doing all that other shit before i'm supposed to be at work. i hope i'm late or something so that i can call them and say "yeah tough shit i'm going to be late because i'm fixing my crappy car."

anyway! again. bye. :D

eesh.

why can't i get my mind on my school work and get it done when i need to? i have a vb project due wednesday, and a quiz in that class on the same day, and i have an economics test on thursday. so i should start studying for them, and i know that i should start studying for them, i just can't make myself study. why? i don't know how to get my mind on my work and actually get something done. it's annoying.

anyway, goodnight. getting some sleep.

whoomp.

Apr 11, 2002 Test 3 105 100


that's a 105 / 100 on my calculus test. *excited* so now i have 2 A's, 2 B's, and that C in econ which i can most definitely bring up with the next test. no problem there. hott.

yawn

goodnight everyone.

ok, so it's already like 70 degrees outside today. i think it's going to be sorta overcast today, but still very nice. and i get to spend the rest of the day at work. how exciting, eh? i really don't want to go to work. lol. although i guess that's sort of a regular occurance. but i neeeeed the money! my checking account has finally be going up fairly constantly in the last few weeks. it's nice watching it increase like that. yeah, i want to buy a car. i don't really know what kind yet, but i need a new one. i'm getting very tired of driving the pos that i have now. any suggestions? remember, i'm a poor college student, so i can't afford anything too expensive.

right, well, i'm going to go earn some (miniscule amount of) money. have a good day!

eek.

not supposed to sleep until 11:30 on a day that i have to work in 2 hours. :( oh well.

blackalicious!

i want a cd. lol.

random thought.

this song owns.

sigh.

i don't want to go to work. and i hurt my thumb yesterday. owies. i got an A on the calculus test today, i'm sure. unless i made a lot of stupid mistakes, but the psychology test finally came back, and indeed, i (almost) did fail it. i got a (high) c. i don't want a c in there though, i want a b. if i get b's in all of my classes (other than vb, which is virtually a guaranteed A), i'll bring my gpa up to above a 3.0 again. not that that's very good, but considering that one semester that i slacked off so hard, and got like a 2.02 or something, a 3.1 (which is what it will be, as opposed to the 2.85 or something that i have now) isn't that bad.

so yeah. i don't know why, but i'm very easily aggravated today. lol. right. i think i'll crank up some nice, upbeat music, and get over it. bcz work sucks, and if you go in with a shitty attitude, it can't get better. you have to start with a GOOD, positive, upbeat attitude. so yeah! hope everyone has as nice of a day as i'm going to at work! < /sarcasm >

calc much?

it's good that i got up at like 9:15 this morning to work on calculus, but looked at it, and already know it. hm. now what to do? :) i should go back to sleep.

next semester (?!)

9:30 - 10:45 11-12:15 12:30 - 1:45 2-3:15
M Intro to Marketing Business Statistics Comp Hardware & Software
T Programming - Java Speech Financial Management
W Intro to Marketing Business Statistics Comp Hardware & Software
R Programming - Java Speech Financial Management


ouch. so i'm going to try 18 credits next semester. all basically really boring classes too. it's going to be a pain in the buttocks to keep up with all of them. though after this semester, i have 19 or 20 classes left to take. that's 4 semesters. if i knock 6 of them out of the way this semester, that'll only leave me with 13 or 14, which will make the following 3 semesters slightly easier i think. besides, though i've been in school for 15+ years, i've never really been challenged. maybe this'll do it for me. >:)

:D

i don't know what people say, but when you get out of bed ass-late, and sit around the house for hours at a time, you really do end up feeling all blah the rest of the day. i was like tha tmost of yesterday, specially yesterday afternoon i guess. i like having my shades closed, it makes it dark, and peaceful seeming in here, but it also seems to drain my mood, and/or my energy. i woke up at like 9:30 this morning (yes, that's early for me) when jeff called, and instead of rolling over and going back to bed, i got up and actually went grocery shopping, and out to lunch with my mom. sort of a regular thing when i don't have anywhere to go until late in the day, but it was kind of neat. bcz now, i actually don't mind getting up and going to school. sitting here actually is sort of annoying me,i want to get up and go do something! it's really nice. i think i'm going to have to start getting up early and going out to do something in the morning. yes. definitely!

so anyway! going to class, everyone have a nice day. and i'm getting my psych test grade back today too. hope i did well. :D anyway. hope everyone has a fantastic day.

GRR!

i had been on aim for 11 days, and my power flashed, shutting my computer off. what a bitch. :P

:)

tee.

what to do today? i don't know! let you know later. i need a shower.

i need to get a life.

but quake owns. :)

howdy!

i don't feel like going to work. actually i never feel like going to work, i don't even know why i bother pointing this out to myself, or anyone else for that matter anymore. oh well!

guess i should go grab something to eat so i don't have to eat at work tonight. i only have 3 dollars. lol. anyway! l8z!

:D

jerjer had a gooood day. started out pretty lame, sat around playing quake this morning. wasn't doing very well either. lol. but still amusing. anyway, talked to dave around 3 or something, and he and jeff came over here for a while.. while they were over here, laura called, which was a very pleasant surprise. she came over for a while also, and we went out to get sushi for dinner. dave, jeff and i enjoyed it i think, but i don't think laura liked it that much. i actually felt really bad. :| but that's okay, cuz afterwards we went to friendly's and got a LOAD of icecream. that was a ton of fun.

also, to add to the pleasantness, i talked to megan for the first time last night in like... several months. it was really nice talking to her again, kind of wish it hadn't been so long before, but it was. hope we can keep in touch like we should.

ALSO, i was playing quake again tonight, and i got called a bot again. and i doubt many quakers read my journal... but that's like the ultimate compliment. someone telling me that they think i have computer-aided aim. which is great. :) and no, i don't. haha.

so anyway! very amusing, lively, fun filled day. thanks for asking.

buenas noches!

what to do today? i should just keep it as one of those "sit around home and do nothing" days... those are nice after you've been busy more or less all week. although i suppose i get tired of them after a while, since that's basically all i do anyway. :) and my elbow was fine at work yesterday, although it hurts again now for some lame reason. anyway!

i'm going to go shower and prepare for my day of nothing. have a good day!

ugh.

wee, work. and i did something to my elbow earlier, so it like hurts to lift anything. i don't know what i'm going to do when i have to do all that lifting at work. lol. use my right arm i guess.

right, oh well! guess i should go get dressed now. have a good day, world! :)

bed.

sucks going to bed early. i still have some calculus homework that i haven't done yet, but i seriously don't think i'm going to bother. we're still doing the same damn thing that we've been doing in there for like 3 weeks now, and it's so easy. he never chex0rs it, and if he calls on me, i can usually just make it up on the spot. yes, it IS that easy. i love being a math geek.

anyway! school from 8-10:45, lunch out w/ mom probably, then work from 1:30 - 10 tomorrow. then NOTHING on friday. i'll have to find something. don't know what yet, but i'm sure i'll come up with something to do. i'll pester dave for a while if nothing else comes up. (prepare yo-self, biztch. (no, i don't know how to pronounce that, but it felt right at the time.))

!

i think i actually did fairly well on that test. because i knew what the 16pf was, and that the proprium is the same concept as "the self"

so yeah! sweet.

still not the best day though. i've just been in one of those "i don't want to do anything" moods.

fail much?

yeah i'm going to fail.

eeeeek.

ugh. it's too early to be awake, let alone go to work.

procrastinate much?

it's great when i have a big exam tomorrow at 2pm, and i haven't even cracked a book yet. yeah it's psychology, and i got a 65 on the last one. although he curved that to a B, i still consider a 65 a pretty low grade. ANYWAY, the test is tomorrow at 2pm, and i have to go to bed at like 11 tonight, because i have to get up at 6am tomorrow morning and work until 12. no, i won't have a chance to study between getting home from work, and going to class, because my grandmother is leaving, and i have to see her off, and eat lunch... so yes, i should most definitely be studying right now. but i'm not. why? i don't know, why do you procrastinate? you know you do. everyone does. i personally am just still a bit lazy. that and i get my best studying done at the last minute. (that's called rationalization, it's a defense mechanism. i come up with a "rational" reason why i do something, so it should seem right.) (and that second part is intellectualization. i try to come up with an intellectual reason for doing something.. it's another of the defense mechanism's... like denial. i just don't deny that i'm lazy. i accept it. :)

so! i'm going to procrastinate more, until pretender goes off anyway. then i'm going to make an attempt to go study. wish me luck! :P night.

gr. so begins my week of getting up early again. start off tomorrow, i have to get up really early and go take a calculus test again... no, i'm not studying for it, it's calc. easiest subject in the world thanks? and wednesday, i have to get up earlier to go to work at 7am, and then thursday i get to get up early again to go to class at 8am. exciting life.

so yeah, since i have to get up ASS early tomorrow, i think i'm going to go ahead and start thinking about going to bed here in the next half hour or so, so i figured i'd say goodnight! to everyone. lol. or myself. someone post a comment so i know that people actually read this. :) nighters.

php anyone?

php is annoying.

i guess generally it's a good idea to go to bed before 4 am if you have to get up at any reasonable hour of the morning. i don't want to go to class today. *yawn* eee.

webpage updatage

wooow, jeremy's been busy doing some basically useless things since he got home earlier tonight. well, i got to work on my webpage quite a bit, finished canning in a buuunch of pictures that i wanted to put up. infact, i had so many on there that i had gone over my space amount, so i had to delete a few. lol.

anyway, check it out! there's a link at the top, but incase you don't feel like clicking on that, click here. unless of course html doesn't work thru this program, then that'll just look kinda stupid. :)

anyway! check out my page, hope everyone likes it.

i'm hoooome! dave and jeff and i just got back from ruby tuesdays. our waitress was one gena litrell! which was very surprising, since jeff went out with her in the 6th grade, and i really wanted to, but during high school, she got REALLY freaky. fat and gothic. although she looked mildly decent again, which was surprising. but yeah! was fun. i don't see how, but whenever i hang out with dave and/or jeff, we always have some of the most interesting conversations. and as usual, i ate far too much.

so yeah, i'm on another of my useless quests. i'm attempting to be a very healthy eater for about a week or so. 2 days ago, i went all day without eating meat, and yesterday i was successful in not drinking softdrinks, but i, habitually, got meat for dinner, without even thinking about it. but today, i've been vegetarian, and didn't drink softdrinks! so i'm mildly proud of myself! don't know why. lol. but yeah.

i was talking to jenny a while back, and i saw this book online while i was surfing the web about like natural remedies to all these like sicknesses and stuff, and it was only like 11 dollars, so i just bought it. no reason at all for it, but it was cheap, so i figured hey, why not! ANYWAY, it has a lot of stuff in there about healthy eating, and vitamin supplements and stuff and... yeah, this doesn't relate to anything at all. but since my eating habits are usually the furthest from healthy possible, i'm going to see if we can make a change in that for a change. :) what excitement! lol.

anyway! i'm tired of typing, if i'm struck by anymore intriguing thoughts, i'll post again later. it's still early in the night! :) adios.

yeah hi

wow, jer slept in even later today. didn't wake up until about 11:30. i don't usually do that, that feels like it's way too late. although i don't really do much in the mornings, it is quite a pain to wake up at like 11:30 and not even have the chance to do stuff if i want to. for example, i have a visual basic program that i need to write (within the next 3 weeks!) and that's something i can work on when i'm up early. lol. right.

so anyway, nothing really to look forward to today, don't know what's up. it's nice and rainy outside, so i doubt anyone really wants to go out... although i think i'm gonna call paul here in a few minutes, i'm sure we can go see a movie or something. don't know what's out to see, really, but i'm sure we can think of something. and if not, i can just hang out here all day i guess. not like i haven't done that before. lol. so happy easter! and bye for now.

hip hop

i've had this wierd music mood in the last several months, all i listen to anymore, or so it seems, is independent hiphop. but i'm running out of things to download. i sure wish people would give me some good ideas! click on the comment button down at the bottom of the post and leave me some ideas. :)

goodnight again.

easter

wooohooooo! it's easter! happy easter everyone!

i really don't know why, but nothing is happening this year for easter. my grandmother is coming to stay with us for a few days, that'll be kinda neat. i like when i get a chance to chat with her. but other than that, nothing exciting really happening. i'll probably end up hanging out w/ dave and paul and maybe jeff like i usually do on sundays. hehe. right, so yeah.

today was a blast as well. work was just fun. it was basically me, and some new guys there tonight, my manager was working, but he usually has to do a lot of other stuff, so can't really help us out with the actual work work that needs to get done. so yeah, i had to put up with answering phones, giving orders, AND doing the work. that wasn't really that fun and exciting. and i got asked 3x more questions than usual, and i usually get asked a lot as it is. so! now that i've been home for 2 hours, played quake for a little while, been chatting, chexoring email, etc. i think i'm going to get ready for bed again shortly. kind of tired, although i did get to sleep like a log this morning. :) so anyway, goodnight for now!

l8erz.

*yawn* just woke up. what a nice feeling that is. :) sucks that i have to work for 8+ hours in a little while.

:| so 2 hours later! i finished watching the pretender, and watched the rest of the heist! it was nice being off work early today, had a chance to go out, although it ended up that dave and jeff and i just ate here and ordered a pizza. ate that and watched my little brother and one of his friends play on my xbox for a little while. what a blast that turned out to be. it's been a very long, yet fun filled day. i'm afraid i might have to go to bed kind of early tonight, which is basically pointless, since tomorrow is my sleep-in day. i've been looking forward to it since monday. i've had to get up at or before 7am every day thus far this week, and it's not fun. it's becoming way too much of a habit though.

so! now i'm sitting here eating my ice cream, listning to music. overall, a good day.

g'night!

first posting

HI! so i've never used livejournal before, dave and jeff were over here a few minutes ago, telling me that i should update my webpage journal more often, but i never really get a chance to. so! i figured i'd start trying to do this. downloaded some program or whatever, so all i have to do to update a journal now is double click on the desktop! whoomp. anyway! hope i can keep up with this, and hope everyone enjoys reading it.. if anyone does. gotta go for now, watching pretender, and commercial's over! post more later. nightzors.